Rabu, Desember 31, 2008

should i happy?? or should i not?

HAPPY (not) NEW YEAR 2009

people around the world are celebrate the new year night with joy. They celebrate with the whole family, best friends, or people nearby. To night is a night full of happiness that people should be share with others. And a night contemplatation of the actions undertaken in this year and plan what will be done in this new year. Neither do I.
This should be a fun night for reasons i can gather with my best friends, watching Twillight (again), and dinner (?). Yeah,, just hang out. I always love moment when I gather with them. Coz I become my self. I pick up Ika in Fuji Film to go to Bonnie roti and then to Majestik to buy a tart for Ami, coz today is ami's birthday. After that we go to Phedenk just for solat maghrib and wait a moment waiting for Febi and Dita. But journey to Phedenk take a long time due to traffic jams. Humpf...
So after Febi and Dita comes, we hasten to go to Giant, where Ami has been waiting there. In my heart, I do not feel calm.. My feeling mixing up.. between guilty to Ami and my parents who do not giving me answer. I felt angry coz why my parents didn't giving me permition, or answer, or any thing......... So i think my parents allow me, becouse there are not any notice, and the important is i have previously requested permission to my mother.
When the movie is in the air, every body entering teater, ami want buy pop corn, but suddenly i got SMS from my oldest sister. She said she wanna go to sleep, papa very angry and waiting for me until I arrived. I'm so upsad and angry with her and papa too!! My night is mess up. And I hate it.
Thus new year always happy or not? Dispite tonight i felt bad. Hope in one year not like this night. I hope the good thing will come, and the bad thing gone. :)

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